Funny how you can think you are done with the past, with the people that were in your past but you find yourself asking about them. Wondering what went wrong but you know that its not you but it was them. You say your doing fine but whenever you see them a little piece of you hurts. You don’t know if its them or if its what you thought you had with them that hurts. Is it cause your heart is hurt or is it your pride? People can tell you how much of a bitch they are but somehow you don’t believe them even though you know that its true. Why cant we just snap out from under their spell immediately? It would make life so much easier if we could immediately stop believing they are the angel we want them to be.